RYDER

I'm tormented.

That's the only way to describe my state of mind.

The first game of the tournament has arrived and my head is everywhere but here, in this rink. I have this feeling deep inside of me that I won't do well. I'm distracted. I hardly paid attention to anything Coach said earlier on, and I won't even mention how bad my relationship with the team is.

Everything went to shit in a matter of days. I can't even believe I've gotten to this point. Aria thinks I'm a lying scumbag. ...