RYDER

Deep down, there's a part of me that feels bad for what I did to the Ortega guy.

But this part isn't big enough to make me regret what I've done.

I can't help it. Even now, when I recall how close she was to him and how their foreheads almost touched whenever he said something to her, I see red.

I know I should focus on my own fucking life. Aria Murdock has distracted me to the point of destruction. I lost the important game on Friday because of her. My father's disappointed in my ...