ARIA

I'm anxious and restless. The way Ray looked at me in the dining room told me that the end is near, especially for me.

The worst part about all this is that the only thing I can do is sit around and wait for it to happen. Escaping is pointless. I can't take two steps without feeling like my heart will give out.

There's no way around it. Whatever happens will happen and I'll be powerless to stop it.

I drift in and out of sleep. I keep having vivid dreams with Ray. He comes into the ...