ARIA

I've never been this nervous to come to classes, even when it was my first day and I was scared about how everything would go.

Today, I'm a nervous wreck.

I'm torn between seeing Ryder and not. In other words, I'm even more confused now than I was before and that's saying something. It feels like there's a barrier between us that stops us from approaching each other no matter how hard we try, and deep down, I know this is my fault.

But what else was I supposed to do? Exposing myself to ...