Emmalee

It's strange, having sex for the first time.

Every time I heard Nadine and the other maids talk about it after they'd had a bit of wine on their days off, they discussed it feeling so good and almost magical. Or rather, Nadine did. Everyone else would say that they didn't feel much, but the point is that it's generally supposed to feel good.

My mother was never open enough for me to talk about this with her. I guess her plan was for me to figure it out on my own. Or maybe she'd coach ...