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Chapter 84. I Still Want You.

Kael’s POV

The air between us hadn’t settled since the last surge. Every order I gave felt like an attempt to bury what still burned beneath. Mira stood beside me, silent, charged, the pull between us impossible to ignore. My wolf pressed under my skin, restless and urgent. Every movement she made tested the restraint I’d learned to wear like armor.

The guards had dispersed; we were alone by the outpost wall. I told myself to study the ridge, to check the border, but I didn’t move. The quiet wasn’t peace; it was memory folding in on itself.

Her name burned on my tongue, but I didn’t give it breath. I closed the distance instead, pulled by a pulse I could not silence. The gap that once kept us safe thinned to nothing. She felt it; her shoulders tightened. I reached for control and found only want.

Her skin was warm where it touched mine. The bond between us surged, drawing our wolves closer. Thought slipped away, replaced by pure instinct.

She did not pull away. Silence fell into a new rhythm, two hearts answering one another.

“I still want you.”

My words landed somewhere between confession and betrayal. Her breath caught, fast and uneven, and for an instant the darkness seemed lighter. I hadn’t meant to speak, especially with the pack waiting and the world on edge, but sometimes the truth forces its way out.

Mira did not flinch. Her wolf stirred beneath her skin, echoing mine. For a heartbeat, the night six years ago returned, before exile, before silence. Her stillness was not refusal; it was recognition. “I know.”

“Then why?”

“Because it never stopped being true.”

The air tightened. She stepped back, but the bond held. Memory clashed with duty in the look she gave me. I didn’t press it; I had crossed enough lines for one night.

I turned toward the watchtower. She followed. “Then stop making it harder.”

“I tried,” I said quietly. “It never worked.”

The admission hit harder than either of us expected. The bond pulsed; her scent mixed with mine, familiar and dangerous. I tried to summon the command, but that version of me had died with the first war. The man left standing belonged to her.

A low hum rose from the east, the ward flare. She glanced toward it, grateful for the interruption. Duty pulled us back.

“Border signal,” she said.

“I know.”

We moved without words. At the ridge, guards waited, restless. A fresh sigil scorched the ground: three interlocking lines. Mira crouched, tracing it without touching.

“This wasn’t made by rogues,” she said. “It’s a call.”

“To whom?” I asked.

She offered no name, only a look that said someone from before, someone who still remembered us. I ordered double patrols until dawn. Mira remained, studying the mark. I wanted to ask what she saw, but she wouldn't answer; she guarded her mind the way I guarded my heart, both having bled too much.

When the others left, we stood together again. The silence returned, heavy but not empty. Her wolf pressed close, testing mine. “But what isn’t what broke us?”

“I know what broke us.”

“Then don’t repeat it.”

“I already am,” I said. “By standing here.”

She turned away; her hands shook. That was enough of an answer. We walked back to camp in silence. Soldiers greeted us, oblivious to the shift. To them I remained commander; to her, I was uncertain.

In the command tent, I dismissed the others. “This ends here,” she said. “It never ended,” I replied.

Her eyes flashed, anger or memory, I could not tell. “You think this bond makes us unstoppable,” she said. “It makes us weak.” “It makes us real.” She left without another word. “Don’t follow me this time.”

. They felt like paper lines against a fire, meaningless attempts to contain what could not be undone. Her pulse lingered against my skin.

The flare at the ridge dimmed, but its echo hung in the sky. The mark was not a threat so much as a summons. Something old had awakened. Mira’s return was not the cause; it was the key.

A guard entered and bowed. “Message from the western patrol. Movement near the ravine, no sigil.”

“Rogues?”

“Maybe. Or scouts.”

I dismissed him and turned back to the map. Seraphine’s warnings weren’t only about rogues; they pointed to fractures inside the pack, cracks deepened by Mira’s return. I was losing control, but surrender was not an option.

When the camp settled, I looked east toward where she’d gone. My confession hovered like smoke; I still want you. It had become less a declaration than a verdict. Every choice from here would invite war, within or without. I had already chosen.

The bond pulsed once more before sleep claimed me. Somewhere across camp, she felt it too. No wall, no rank, no order could hold what had remembered itself.

As night deepened, I understood the cost of wanting her again. It was not ruined. It was the beginning of everything that would burn.

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