Noah’s POV

“Can you just let me be?” I snapped at Niko, who wouldn’t stop disturbing me about Kai. I don’t even want to think about him at all.

Why the hell did I have to do that? Why the hell did I have to lie about being drunk?

Yes, I was drunk, but I knew exactly what I was doing and what was going on around me. I remember the way I asked Kai to kiss me and fuck me. I was in my right state of mind, and that truth is eating me alive.

This isn’t making sense. Why?

Ever since then, ...