Sara

I couldn’t believe what was happening. I felt uneasy and uncertain. Nothing felt real. Could this really be happening? Is this real? I couldn’t tell if I was asking questions out loud or if it was just in my head. I wanted Jaxon. I kept telling Lauren I needed Jaxon, but she seemed to just be sitting still–like she couldn’t hear me.

She looked white and sort of sweaty. She had her arms wrapped around her and she was looking at me like I was ...