Particles of dust danced against the rays of light that filtered in through my open window. I opened my eyes slowly, still feeling disoriented.

What happened to me last night? Yes… I took the pills, then Ethan came, and then…

We had sex. My first time.

Memories started to flow back to me. It was like a dream beyond my wildest imagination. It was like watching a movie through a blurry window, except for the extreme pain and pleasure that was so vivid that I knew it ...