She had failed to realize that books of poetry and beautiful music weren't bad. They were worldly, and life in a convent was without worldly influences. She knew the world wasn't filled with only the bad. There was quite a lot of beauty—but those things had to be explored when she took responsibility for her own life, like the rules that were set into place for how to live her life. Had she waited for marriage before embarking on a sexual relationship, she wouldn't be worried about ...