Tyler is waiting for me outside the dining hall when I get there and he looks relieved to see me which makes me realize how worried he's been about my strange behavior lately.

"There you are" he says with a smile. "I was starting to think your bodyguards weren't going to let you come to dinner"

"They're not my bodyguards" I protest but even I know how unconvincing that sounds when Sebastian Logan and Zane have basically been attached to my hip for weeks.

"Right" Tyler says and we get in line ...