Dear Dairy

Today is my graduation day.

A day of celebration.

But I feel anything but happy.

Today I must stand in front of all my peers, in front of all the parents and family that have come from far away, and smile like I am happy.

Like I am not the girl that they all whisper about.

Like I am not Jolie.

It's been two days since Derek and I sat side by side talking while smoking. I didn't tell him everything, he already guessed I ...