"Lisa...for what reason?" Simply accompany me. "I did not watch it." Can't you see? What is the reason for his dishonesty? He has never deceived me before.

"Don't lie to me Believe". "I saw you." I chased after you, hoping to warn you not to go with her, but I spotted you outside the theatre. I noticed how you lingered with Jane, how she kissed your cheek, and you both walked into the hall together to see the movie I had wanted to watch with you. "That’s fine, Believe; I don't feel hurt." Tears welled up in my eyes, but I held them back. The pained expression on Believe's face deepened my own anguish, yet I realized it was my responsibility since I had fallen for him.

"Lisa, I didn’t... see it..." "I simply went there with her." Believe spoke, and his voice was quite shaky, but I’m just too hurt to trust his words.

"That's fine, Believe." "You were with her the entire night, so it's fine for me to be with Jake for three or four hours" and with that, I departed. I walked into my room and shut the door before leaping onto the bed. Tears fell from my eyes, and although I didn't intend to cause him pain, he acted in ways that caused me hurt. Out of nowhere, someone entered my room, and I swiftly sat on the bed; it was Believe. I breathed out heavily and swiftly dried my tears.

"Is there something you would like, Believe?" I grinned and inquired. He simply gazed at me for a moment before speaking.

"Lisa, you mustn't accompany him." "You are a girl...understood?" Why? Is he scared?

"Yes, I am, Believe, but wasn’t I by myself in this large house yesterday night?"

"Therefore, don't worry; I will be fine, and Jake will accompany me until I return." I grinned at him, knowing that if I cried, it would surely hurt him, so I chose to smile for his sake.

"Lisa, I apologize." Believe gave me a look of guilt. I felt like crying out, but I made myself hold it in.

"It's fine, Believe, just let it go... I understand you acted that way because I revealed my feelings for you." "I only know that you're my sibling, yet my love for you won't fade, even if you cause me pain." I smiled at him once more, noticing his eyes redden as they filled with tears.

"I'll accompany you, just avoid going with him." Believe stated while he lowered himself onto my bed.

"I concurred with Believe, just as you assured her, I likewise assured him." Sure, Believe, it’s fine; just let it go. I will leave and return. "I'm eager to see it." Without warning, Believe drew me nearer and kissed me. What? The ? Hades? Did he really just kiss me? My mind was on the verge of discovery. I didn't anticipate this at all. I never expected him to kiss me.

"Mmmm... Believe." I attempted to push him back, but he seized that moment to thrust his tongue into my mouth and kissed me fervently, so I grasped his neck, but abruptly he pushed me away. For what reason? I gazed at him with a puzzled expression. Believe abruptly stood up as he walked toward the door.

"I apologize." He simply walked away. What’s the matter with him? Why did he kiss me at that moment? My tears flowed as my vision became hazy. I truly despise myself.... for this incorrect emotion.

- Believe's POV-

Why? Why did I just give her a kiss? Ugh, am I crazy? I have no idea what occurred to me. DAMN. I exited her room and walked confidently to my room. I suddenly recalled how Lisa spoke; she wore a smile, but I understood she was concealing the hurt behind that artificial grin. She mentioned that she spotted me with Jane, it pains me to accept that she witnessed me and Jane going to see her favorite film. Tears welled up in her eyes while she spoke.

For what reason? I caused her pain; she was hurt due to my actions. I never anticipated Jane kissing my cheek, yet for some reason, I felt disgusted by her kiss. I don't feel that way about Lisa, but what the hell...

Lisa is my sole sister. I genuinely didn't deceive Lisa. I didn't see the film with her; I didn't even glance at the screen. I simply put in my earphones and fell asleep. Jane attempted to speak with me, but I overlooked her. I didn't watch it because I wanted to see it with Lisa. I felt afraid; I didn’t wish to develop feelings for my sister, but I believe I have... so I lingered out until it became too late and kept to myself. I didn't remain with Jane..... damn, I wished to share all of this with Lisa, but she's dating someone, and it caused my heart pain.

I was aware Jake had feelings for Lisa; he was attractive and had a nice personality, but I don’t want him to be with Lisa… I was incredibly envious and afraid. It was entirely my fault; why didn't I simply refuse Jane?

Wow...my life is in chaos.

The hardest part for me was witnessing Lisa's tears; I've disliked it since I was a child. Lisa was truly beautiful and adorable as a child, and I adored her so deeply, but when she cried, it caused my heart to ache terribly and brought me to tears as well. Now she's weeping, weeping due to me. I sat on my bed, my face in my hands, feeling suffocated, and I can't find the words to express that agony.

I remained in my room for hours and didn’t step outside. I kept contemplating everything, and it was simply strange to develop feelings for my own sister; I can't grasp why we both have the same emotions. We are simply siblings with shared blood, yet why did we develop feelings for one another?

However, I mustn't reveal my emotions to her, and I can't initiate anything with her. Lisa was perpetually unaware, so I ought to help her forget those emotions.

Ugh...

why did my damn heart let me down?

CRAP.

I remained in my room, and as it neared lunchtime, I stepped outside and observed my surroundings, but Lisa was absent, suggesting she might still be in her room.

Damn.

"Young master, the meal is prepared." Aunt Martha arrived and shared with me a friendly smile.

"The young lady stated that she isn't hungry." Why not go and see her young master? "She's sure to eat if you go," Aunt Martha remarked with a sigh. Lisa skipped dinner last night and her breakfast was insufficient; if she doesn't eat lunch, she will surely become ill.

I knocked on the door, but she didn’t respond, so I entered. Lisa wasn't in her bed, so I looked in the bathroom, but she wasn't there either. Where could she be? My heart raced uncontrollably due to my fear; if something happened to her, I wouldn’t want to exist since she was the reason I remained this way... damn. I paused in front of Lisa's dressing room.

"Lisa," I said quietly, but she didn't respond, so I entered her changing room. DARN. I spotted Lisa, and she was dressed in a towel after having a shower. From my perspective, I could see her breasts. The towel she had on barely covered her backside, leaving her smooth white legs visible. I couldn’t resist gazing at the breathtaking view before me, DAMN DAMN DAMN... why did she remain like that? Then I abruptly recalled that I'm in her room. I turned to walk away.

"Believe?" Before I could exit, Lisa called me; my throat felt parched, and my lower body was transforming, so I needed to depart quickly.

"Lunch is ready." I didn't glance her way, but she approached me and unexpectedly took my hand.

"Believe... please stay." I hadn’t turned around yet because I didn’t want to see my sister’s nude and entertain unpleasant thoughts. Therefore, I chose to leave.

"Believe..I told you not to leave, Stop."

Lisa took hold of my shoulder and turned me to look at her.