Isabella felt numb, strangled, weighted down, and burdened. Her mind was scalded, and her life out of control. She couldn't understand all the ramifications of what had happened, but she did know a police officer had been killed, a man who loved his job, loved his wife, and loved his adorable children. And it all happened somehow because of her, because she had been abducted and had escaped.

This is my entire fault. But what did I do? I still don't know what I did to cause ...