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MIXED FEELINGS

The night air in Velora carried the kind of stillness that always made Zara restless. The city never truly slept horns still blared in the distance, but the frenetic energy of daytime softened into a low hum. From the twenty-second floor of the law firm, it felt like the whole city was laid bare at her feet.

Zara sat at her desk long after most of the building had emptied. The case files spread before her were thick with evidence, testimonies, and projections. Each page represented a thread in the complex web Mr. Mathew Spark had asked her to untangle.

He trusted her. Believed in her. He had once told her, in his steady baritone, “You are the kind of lawyer this city will remember, Zara. Don’t waste it.”

The weight of those words pressed down on her now.

She flipped a page, highlighting inconsistencies in a witness’s statement. Precision. Logic. Control. She had been trained for this. She excelled at this. And yet…

Her mind drifted back to the afternoon. To Leke barging into her office with coffee and burger. To the stories he told, vivid and alive. To the way his voice had lowered when he’d asked, “Don’t you ever wonder if the rules you live by are keeping you from actually living?”

She pushed the memory away, tightening her grip on the pen. Distractions had no place here.

But the truth lingered. His question had unsettled her because it touched on something she hadn’t dared admit not even to herself.

At half past nine, the sharp click of footsteps broke her concentration. She looked up to see Mr. Mathew Spark himself entering the room.

Tall, composed, impeccably dressed, he carried himself with the authority of a man who knew his influence reached far beyond the walls of the firm. His silver cufflinks caught the light as he removed his glasses, setting them carefully on the desk.

“You’re still here,” he said, voice calm but carrying weight.

“Yes, sir,” Zara replied quickly, rising to her feet. “I wanted to review the depositions before tomorrow’s strategy session.”

A faint smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. “That’s why I chose you. Diligence. Discipline. The others can’t match your focus.”

Pride flickered in her chest, tempered by the heaviness of expectation.

He settled into the chair across from her, steepling his fingers. “This case will define the firm for the next decade. High-profile. Politically sensitive. The media will be circling like hawks.”

“I understand,” Zara said, her tone firm, though her stomach knotted.

Mr. Mathew studied her for a moment, his eyes sharp, probing. “Good. Then you also understand there’s no room for error. Or distractions.”

The word hung in the air like smoke. Zara felt her pulse spike. Did he know? Had someone seen her with Leke in the Arts District?

She forced her expression into neutrality. “Of course, sir.”

“Excellent.” He rose, adjusting his jacket. “I need you at your sharpest. If you succeed here, Zara, doors will open you never imagined.” He paused at the doorway, glancing back. “Don’t let anything compromise that.”

When he left, silence filled the office once more. But this silence was heavier, charged with unspoken warnings.

Zara sank back into her chair, pressing her palms against the cool surface of the desk. Distractions.The word echoed, accusing.

She hated that the first image that came to mind was Leke’s crooked grin.

By the time she finally left the office, the streets were near empty. The driver dropped her at her apartment, and she let herself in, her heels clicking against the polished wood floor. The place was spotless, every cushion perfectly aligned, every book arranged by size and colour.

She dropped her bag on the couch and leaned against the wall, closing her eyes. The day replayed itself in fragments files, deadlines, warnings and laughter, plantain, music.

Her phone buzzed on the table. She didn’t need to check the screen to know who it was.

Leke: Did you survive the great mountain of law papers?

Zara hesitated. She should ignore it. She should pour herself into sleep, wake refreshed, and bury herself in the case tomorrow.

And yet, her fingers betrayed her.

Zara: Barely. Unlike some people, I don’t spend my days collecting stories in markets.

The reply came almost instantly.

Leke: Correction. I collect life. You just file it away in folders.

Her lips curved before she caught herself. She typed back quickly.

Zara: Some of us prefer order.

Leke: And some of us prefer freedom. Both have their costs.

She stared at the words longer than she should have, a hollow stirring in her chest. Freedom. Rules. Choices.

Distractions.

With a sharp breath, she set the phone down. But sleep, when it finally came, was restless.

The next morning, the firm buzzed like a hive. Reporters loitered outside, cameras flashing as high-profile clients swept in and out. Zara kept her head down, files clutched tightly, her heels clicking a steady rhythm that kept her grounded.

In the conference room, Mr.Spark addressed the team with his usual authority, outlining strategy, dividing responsibilities. Zara’s role was clear: she would take lead on cross-examinations, her sharp mind and disciplined preparation making her indispensable.

As he spoke, Zara’s resolve hardened. She had worked too hard, sacrificed too much, to let anything jeopardize this.

And yet midway through the meeting, her phone buzzed in her lap. She glanced down, a flash of guilt sparking even before she saw the message.

Leke: Meet me tonight. One hour. No rules.

Her chest tightened. She locked the phone and forced her eyes back to the documents. But her focus blurred, the words on the page dissolving into colour and noise.

She told herself she wouldn’t reply. She couldn’t.

But by evening, as she stood at her window overlooking the city, the question gnawed at her: What if she said yes?

When she finally stepped into the café Leke had texted her the address for, the sky outside was streaked with fading gold. She had told herself she was only coming to tell him in person that this had to stop.

Leke was already there, leaning back in his chair, a mug of coffee cradled in his hands. His eyes lit up when he saw her, as if he had known she would come all along.

“You’re late,” he teased.

“This is a mistake,” Zara said immediately, keeping her tone brisk. “I shouldn’t be here.”

“Maybe not,” he said easily, motioning to the seat opposite him. “But you are.”

Against her better judgment, she sat.

For the next hour, he talked not about her cases, not about rules, not even about the dance in the street—but about the city. The hidden places, the voices overlooked, the stories that never made it into files or courtrooms. He spoke of Velora the way some spoke of a lover flawed, chaotic, beautiful.

And Zara listened. Truly listened.

Somewhere between his laughter and his silences, she felt the first crack widen in the wall she had built around herself.

When she finally left the café, the night air felt different. Charged. She walked quickly, as if distance could undo what had just happened.

But deep down, she knew the truth.

The line she had drawn for herself was no longer solid.

It was blurring.

And once blurred, lines were far too easy to cross.

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