Maybe the loss of the child was what led Gabe to sleep with me without a condom and say multiple times he wanted me to get pregnant. And yes, a pregnancy with my diabetes was risky, but not impossible. Some doctors had even told me there was a good chance I could have a baby free of the disease. I was very disciplined about my health. So if I got pregnant, I’d follow medical recommendations to the letter, which gave me the possibility of a smooth pregnancy, even if the odds weren’t great. ...