
The first thing that hit me wasn't the sunlight streaming through the grimy window. It was the scent.
My own familiar lavender mixed with something darker, muskier. I groaned, every muscle in my body protesting as consciousness dragged me back to the present.
My skin felt tender, oversensitive, like I'd been touched by fire. Sweet Goddess, what had he done to me? The memories came flooding back in waves, his hands, his mouth, the way he'd whispered things that made my soul sing and my body arch beneath him until I'd literally passed out from the overwhelming pleasure.
I'd never experienced anything like it. Stacy and her friends always giggled about their wild nights with the guards. But this... this had been something else entirely. Something that made my wolf purr even now at the memory.
My wolf. The thought made me freeze mid-stretch. Last night, when the pleasure had crashed over me like a tidal wave, I could have sworn I felt her stirring. Really stirring, not just the faint whispers I'd been chasing for years.
I blinked, trying to focus on the water-stained ceiling above me, but something was wrong. Everything looked... different. Sharper. Too sharp. The cracks in the plaster seemed to leap out at me in stark detail, and I could see dust motes dancing in the air with crystalline clarity that made my eyes water. This wasn't how humans saw the world.
"What the hell?" I whispered, my voice hoarse from last night's... activities.
And that's when the sounds hit me. Not just the usual morning noises filtering through the thin walls, but everything. The innkeeper's gruff voice three floors below, complaining about lazy serving girls. The scurrying of mice in the walls. Birds chattering in trees that had to be blocks away. My eardrums felt like they might burst from the assault of noise.
I sat up abruptly, panic fluttering in my chest, and immediately face-planted into the mattress as my body collapsed under me. But it wasn't my body. These weren't my arms supporting me. These were...
"Paws," I breathed, staring at the four gray-furred limbs where my hands and feet should be.
The scream that tore from my throat came out as a high-pitched whine that would have been pathetic if it wasn't so utterly terrifying. I was shifted. I was actually shifted, and I hadn't even felt it happen.
"Finally," a voice said in my head, warm and amused and completely not my own.
"I was wondering when you'd notice."
My wolf. My actual wolf was talking to me.
Joy exploded through my chest like fireworks. Eighteen years. Eighteen years of watching everyone else find their wolves while I remained stubbornly, humiliatingly human. And now here she was, beautiful and gray and real.
I tried to jump, to dance, to do something to express the euphoria coursing through me, but the wolf form felt alien and clumsy. My paws tangled together, and I tumbled across the bed in an ungainly heap.
"Careful," my wolf chided, but I could feel her amusement. "You'll hurt us both if you.."
The shift back slammed into me like a physical blow. One second I was wolf, the next I was sprawled naked across rumpled sheets, my human skin burning as bones reshaped themselves and organs rearranged. I bit down on my lip to keep from screaming, tasting blood.
"Hey," I gasped when I could speak again, glaring at nothing since my wolf had retreated deep inside my mind. "A little warning next time."
Silence. Typical. Find your wolf, and she immediately starts ignoring you.
The euphoria was still there, though, bubbling under the pain and confusion. I had shifted. Sweet eighteen, what a birthday gift. I'd found a lover who'd shown me what passion really meant, and I'd found my wolf. Even if D had vanished like morning mist, this was still the best day of my life.
D. Where was he?
I looked around the small room, noting the rumpled sheets, the scattered remains of my torn dress from last night, the lingering scent of our coupling. But no sign of the man himself.
A folded piece of paper on the dresser caught my eye. My heart lurched as I stumbled over to it on unsteady legs, my body still adjusting to being human again.
Your dress didn't survive the night. This was all I could find at the inn. It will have to do. —D
Beside the note lay a simple dress in soft green wool. Nothing fancy, but clean and whole and infinitely better than anything hanging in my closet back home. I picked it up, inhaling deeply. It smelled like lavender soap and faintly of him, leather and pine and something darkly masculine that made my knees weak.
As I held the dress up to judge the fit, I caught sight of myself in the cracked mirror above the dresser and froze.
My neck and chest were painted in purple and red marks, a constellation of passion that told the story of last night in vivid detail. Most were already fading, supernatural healing working its magic, but one stood out. One that made my heart doing a flip-flop.
High on the left side of my neck, just below my ear, was a mark unlike the others. Darker, more deliberate. The skin around it was slightly raised, and when I touched it with trembling fingers, it throbbed with a pulse that wasn't quite my own.
"A mark," I whispered, then louder, "Its a mark!"
A claiming mark. He'd given me a claiming mark. Which meant... which meant I belonged to him now. Completely, irrevocably, until death did us part.
My scream of shock and excitement brought heavy footsteps pounding up the stairs. The innkeeper burst through the door without knocking, his weathered face twisted in irritation.
"What in seven hells is all that caterwauling about?" She demanded. "You're disturbing the other guests."
I quickly pulled the dress over my head, smoothing it down with shaking hands. "I... where is he? The man I came in with last night?"
The innkeeper's expression soured further. "Left at dawn, he did. Paid for the room through tonight and vanished like smoke."
"When will he be back?" The desperation in my voice was embarrassing, but I couldn't help it.
"How should I know? I run an inn, not a bloody message service." She turned to leave, then paused. "Though he did say something about important business. Might be gone for days. You planning on staying? Because if you are, you'll need to pay..."
"Keep the room," I said quickly. "We'll be back. We'll be back tonight."
She grunted and left, but I barely heard him. D wouldn't abandon me. He'd left me breakfast, found me clothes, taken care of me. The mark on my neck was proof enough, I belonged to him now. He'd come back for what was his.
Hope bloomed in my chest as I made my way back toward pack territory. I'd gather what few possessions I had, maybe steal some food from the kitchens, and return to wait for him. My wolf stirred approvingly at the thought, and I found myself humming under my breath.
I was so lost in my plans that I didn't notice the guards until it was too late.
They emerged from the treeline like ghosts, surrounding me in a tight circle. My newly heightened senses caught the scent of steel and leather, the sharp tang of their determination. Fear crashed over me in cold waves.
"Delilah Davis," the captain announced, his voice carrying across the morning air like a death sentence, "you are under arrest for the murder of three pack guards."
The world tilted sideways. Murder. Three guards.
Oh goddess. Last night. The men who'd tried to assault me in the clearing. D had killed them, I remembered now, remembered the wet sound of claws tearing through flesh, the copper smell of blood in the air.
"I didn't..." I started, but rough hands seized my arms, dragging me forward.
"Tell it to the Alpha," one of them snarled.
The journey back to pack territory became a nightmare parade. Word had already spread, and pack members lined the path like vultures, their faces twisted with rage and disgust. Stones flew through the air, striking my shoulders, my back, my face. Each impact sent fresh pain shooting through my body, but it was nothing compared to the agony in my chest.
"Murderer!"
"Monster!"
"How could you kill your own packmates?"
The mates and children of the dead guards pushed to the front of the crowd, their grief transformed into something ugly and violent. Gnarled hands clawed at my dress, my hair, my skin.
"My husband had three pups!" A woman's voice rose above the chaos, raw with pain. "Three pups who'll never see their father again because of you!"
I tried to speak, tried to explain, but my voice was lost in the roar of their hatred. What could I say? That D had killed them? That he'd saved me from being raped? Even if they believed me, which they wouldn't, it would only damn him too.
No. I couldn't repay his kindness by exposing him to this mob's justice.
The pack prison was little more than a stone cell carved into the base of the mountain, damp and reeking of fear and desperation. They threw me inside like a sack of grain, and I hit the far wall hard enough to see stars.
"Alpha Jason will decide your fate," the captain said, his words echoing off the stone walls. "Pray to the moon goddess for a quick death."
The door slammed shut with a finality that made my bones ache.
I slumped against the wall, drawing my knees to my chest. This was it, then. This was how my story would end, not as the mate of a mysterious, wonderful man who'd shown me passion and tenderness, but as a murderer awaiting execution.
At least I'd experienced love, even if only for one night. I'd felt what it was like to be desired, to be cared for, to be treated like something precious instead of something to be discarded. In my next life, if there was one, maybe the moon goddess would be kinder. Maybe I'd be mated to D from the beginning, and we'd have forever instead of stolen hours.
The thought brought tears to my eyes, but also a strange peace. Whatever happened now, no one could take those memories from me.
I don't know how long I sat there, but eventually footsteps echoed down the corridor. Elder Rothgar appeared at my cell door, his wrinkly face grave.
"The Alpha wishes to see you," he said simply.
Hope flickered in my chest, small, fragile, but real. Maybe if I told Jason it was self-defense, maybe if I explained about the attempted assault, he'd show mercy. A life sentence instead of death, exile instead of execution.
I followed Rothgar through the winding corridors of the pack house, my bare feet silent on the cold stone. We climbed stairs that seemed to stretch on forever, past tapestries depicting the great victories of our ancestors, past windows that showed the sprawling territory I might never see again.
Jason's office sat at the top of the main tower, its massive oak door reinforced with iron bands. Rothgar knocked once, received permission to enter, and pushed it open.
The scene that greeted me made my knees weak.
Uncle Jason sat behind his enormous desk, his salt-and-pepper hair gleaming in the lamplight. To his left stood Marcus, his arms crossed and his expression promising violence. To his right was Steve, whose cold blue eyes regarded me like I was something he'd scraped off his boot.
I sank to my knees in the center of the room, the stone floor biting into my skin through the thin dress.
"Where were you last night?" Jason's voice was deceptively calm, but I could hear the anger simmering beneath the surface.
I swallowed hard, tasting copper and fear. "After the ball, I... I ran to the woods. I needed to be alone, to think." The words came out in a rush. "That's when the guards found me. They cornered me, tried to...it was self-defense, Uncle. They were going to hurt me."
Marcus scoffed. "Self-defense? From you?" He gestured dismissively. "Look at yourself, girl. You're skin and bones. No guard would waste his time trying to force himself on something like you."
Heat flooded my cheeks, but I pressed on. "I'm telling the truth! They said...they said things, horrible things. They were going to..."
"Even if that were true," Marcus interrupted, "how exactly did you kill them? Three trained warriors, and you without so much as a butter knife?" His eyes narrowed. "Unless you used magic. Dark magic."
"I didn't use magic!" The denial burst from my lips. "I've never. I don't know how..."
"Enough." Jason's voice cut through our argument like a blade. "That's not why I called you here."
Confusion flooded through me, followed quickly by a deeper, more primal fear. If not the murders, then what?
Jason leaned back in his chair, his fingers steepled. "I've sold you, Delilah. To Alpha Tristan of the Winter Storm pack. The transaction is already complete."
I stared at him, the gradually meaning sinking into my brain.
"No." The word came out as barely a whisper. "No, Uncle, please..."
"The Winter Storm pack has need of breeding stock," Jason continued, his tone conversational, as if he were discussing the weather. "Alpha Tristan was quite generous in his offer. More than generous for damaged goods."
Alpha Tristan. Even outcasted as I'd been, even ignored and forgotten as I was, I knew that name. Everyone knew that name. The Cruel Alpha, they called him. The Beast of the North. Stories whispered in the dark spoke of his brutality, his appetite for pain, the way he broke his enemies and his bed-slaves with equal enthusiasm.
"Please," I gasped, scrambling forward on my knees. "Please, Uncle, I'll do anything. Exile me, lock me away, kill me, but don't...don't send me to him. I can't...I won't survive it."
Jason's expression didn't change. "You should have thought of that before you murdered three of my guards."
"Punish me here!" Tears streamed down my face now, hot and desperate. "Let me work in the kitchens, the stables, anywhere. I'll be a servant, a slave, I don't care. Just don't send me away. Please, I'm begging you..."
"The decision is made." He gestured to the guards flanking the door. "Take her. She leaves for Winter Storm territory at dawn."
Before I know it, strong hands seized my arms, hauling me to my feet. Panic clawed at my throat, making it impossible to breathe. This couldn't be happening. Not now, not when I'd finally found D, finally found my purpose.
"Wait!" The word tore from my throat with such force that everyone in the room froze. "Wait, you can't sell me. I'm not... mated females can only breed with their partners."
Jason's eyebrows rose. "Last time I checked, you're unmated, pup."
"I am." I explained, my hand flying to the mark on my neck. "I've been claimed, I can't be breed."


