This is getting too much and I'm not sure how u can handle it.

Everything feel heavy and gray and I was just...tired of Tristan treating me like I'd committed some unforgivable sin when I didn't even know what I'd done wrong.

I'd woken up alone again with the bed beside me cold, like he'd left hours ago. No note or goodbye.

Nothing.

And yesterday... had been awful.

He'd been so angry about me having coffee with Ethan. But how was I supposed to know? No one had told me or warned me that ...