I was shaking. My whole body is shaking as I hugged him still. I never experienced this kind of surrender in my life. It was as if through that hug I had surrendered myself to him.

When I saw his eyes I could not imagine how I felt. Mixture of fun and pain. Especially when he met my hugs and he could almost lift me with the tightness of his hug.

The way he wiped my tears, the way he brushed his thumb on my cheeks… It all felt familiar. I long for it, I long for his touch. I only ...