I cried my self to sleep again.

What time did I fall asleep wondering what kind of punishment is being awarded to me now? What sin did I commit in my first life to go through it all now.

I only want to be loved in this lifetime. In this lifetime, I only desired for someone who will treat me valuable. Who will say that he’s with me all through out my journey because growing up I was deprived of that.

I’m always the one to call on their ball shits. I’m always the one who ...