Forgiveness? Ask for what? To love now is a sin? And that’s one of the things that buried me more, deeper than the decaying body, I’m just a lost soul.

I don’t know how many more times I will do it. To move away from the place where my heart really belong is the most tiring and painful thing.  

I knew he would look for me in places he knew I would go. He has his men, he can find me with just a flick of his hands. So I made sure I didn't go to the place where he could see ...