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The Drugged Night.

The door closed after him with a gentle click, taking the dim light of the hall with it and leaving the chamber dark.

I blinked in the dim light of the bedside lamp, heart thundering wildly in my chest. The man standing there—big-shouldered, tall, with the burdens of unuttered words on him—was just a shadow.

For one fragile moment, hope blossomed.

"Nathaniel…" My voice broke, breath.

He didn't answer.

The quiet was not out of the ordinary, I told myself immediately. He had barely spoken to me all day, had only issued harsh, abrupt words at the altar. Maybe quiet was just his approach.

I drew the blanket tighter, nerves thrumming. This is it, I said to myself. Wife duty. Tonight, he may see me as something instead of a piece.

But beneath my hope, anxiety twisted. His presence weighed more than it ought, his footsteps deliberate, measured. Still, I suppressed doubt, too needy to believe.

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Upon the little table by the bed had been left after dinner a silver tray—a goblet half full of wine, which I had not touched in my sorrow. I took it up now with shaking hands, anything to quiet the tempest within me.

The initial sip was sweet, spiced with ingredients I did not know. The second burned hotter, making my lips prickle. By the third, heat unrolled through my body like flame, curling low, destabilizing my breath.

I frowned lightly. My head was light, thoughts coming free of anchors. The air grew heavy, sticking to my skin. All the sounds intensified—the gentle rustle of his coat, the slightest drawing in of his breath.

Something was amiss. But when I attempted to shove the goblet back, the flavor already rested on my palate, the burn already flowering inside my skin.

My pulse quickened. My body betrayed me.

He came nearer.

The light landed on his face finally—shadowed, unresponsive. His eyes flashed, not cold but apprehensive, and for an instant I was surprised when he gazed at me as though he was the intruder, not the husband.

But then my heart smothered the thought. It’s Nathaniel, I told myself fiercely, desperate. It must be. Who else would it be?

I had no strength for suspicion, not with the strange heat flooding me, not with the ache unfurling in my chest.

"You arrived," I whispered, a plea, a prayer. "I—I'm ready. I'll be whoever you need me to be."

His jaw set. He said nothing.

The silence burned, yet it didn’t stop me from reaching for him. My fingers brushed the rough fabric of his sleeve, clinging as though he were the last anchor in this storm.

It was the first time he had touched me all night.

Gentle. Hesitant. Protective.

Neither the cold contempt I dreaded, nor the contempt I steeled myself for—but something else.

I shut my eyes, accepting the falsehood.

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Lucien's POV

Her whisper shattered me.

“Nathaniel… I’m ready.”

The name pierced like a blade, but I said nothing.

I should have turned away. Should have left the room and damned the consequences. But when I saw the flushed haze in her cheeks, the unfocused shimmer in her eyes, I understood.

She had been drugged.

Wine, most likely. Snuck into her room as yet another act of meanness, yet one more test of obedience. Nathaniel's games stung worse than even I had believed.

She believed me to be him.

And worse—her body burned with the fires that she had not selected.

Every part of me yelped to halt, to turn away. But I couldn't leave her this way—by herself, in pain, defeated by the poison that had been poured on her.

So I did the only thing that I could.

I did.

And I was careful. Gentle. Silent.

If she woke with memories clouded by heat and shade, let them at least be blurred, let them not bear the scars of violence.

I despised myself for the decision, but I was unable to act differently.

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Serena's Perspective

The evening melted into black velvet, my thoughts slipping away, my body in the power of flame I could not name, could not resist. I had wished the moment would be cold, businesslike, an obligation to endure. I found instead an unexpected gentleness.

The strong hands held me but they weren't harsh. They shook, as if unsure.

A touch brushed my hair from my face, lingering with a care that made my chest ache.

His silence should have frightened me, but in my haze, it soothed. I could pretend he wasn’t cold because he was cruel, but because he was wordless in passion.

For the first time since the vows, I felt. wanted.

The hurricane outdoors stormed and eased, the night drawing on interminably. My senses swirled between fever and relief but always there was the same gentleness, the same protectiveness.

I clung to it desperately.

It was after sleep finally claimed me with the irrational assumption that maybe—just maybe—my husband was not the man he represented to the world but something softer kept hidden for me alone.

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Lucien's POV

The morning crept pale and silver across the horizon.

She slept with the light, her hair fanned out across the pillow as spilled ink. Breathing was regular now, the fever of the poison at last broken.

I sat on the edge of the bed, watching her chest rise and fall with each breath, my fists clenched.

She believed me to be he.

And I had let her believe it.

I reminded myself that I had no choice. That leaving her drugged and inert would have been worse. That I gave her kindness, not malice.

But the truth was a weight I would carry forever.

I got up slowly, compelling myself to turn away. Thick with silence, the room was thick with the memory of the unutterable.

I glanced back once near the doorway.

She moved her lips minimally in sleep, spelling a name.

"'Nathaniel...."

The sound broke me.

I left early before the sun would reveal the falsehood.

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Serena POV

It was cold when I woke up.

The sheets still lingered with the faintest trace of warmth, the shadow of a body gone now, with nothing but emptiness remaining in its stead.

For a moment, I remained motionless, holding the pillow, my heart thumping with the after-tangles of dreams and half-forgotten warmth.

Had it been true?

I touched my lips, my skin, my heart. Yes. It had happened. My husband had come to me at last.

A tiny, weak smile grew across my mouth. Perhaps I was not merely a chess piece. Perhaps he had required time, but the previous night had been evidence—evidence that he was also capable of yearning for me.

I slowly sat up, covering myself with the blanket. There was quietness in the room, lighted by the dawn light, the storm itself vanished as if it never happened.

The memory of how gentle he was lingered on my skin like velvet.

I did not realize that it was not Nathaniel who had surrounded me. I didn't have the least idea. And when the maid came with breakfast, I opened the door with shaking hands and hope growing inside me, yet not yet realizing that my world had already irreversibly altered.

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