I walk up to the door, dragging my luggage behind me. I grab my keys but before I insert it into the keyhole, I stop. Even though I have only been away for three weeks, my place won't be the same now as I last saw it.Adam won't be here anymore, his presence and essence will be completely gone.

I live alone now, and when I walk through the door it will be real.

Come on, just open the door. I was going to have to deal with this eventually. Taking a deep breath, I insert ...