We reached my place an hour later. I was so nervous when we were at my front door. It was like prom night, I felt like a fucking teenager. I was a grown woman, I dated Richard for two years.

I can do this. My hands are clammy.

The pressure was on for me. What if I sucked at this. Mmm...I didn't see any clause for sex performance on the contract. With Richard, it was always a necessity rather than want or lust. I never had a real orgasm with him. He was handsome, but it always took minutes ...