I got back to his place, it six already and it was dark and quiet he was not there. Suddenly my tears started to fall, he said he would wait for me. I didn't know why I felt so sad, he was probably having dinner with Drew. I took off my shoes and put my purse by the coffee table then walk out to his balcony, suddenly I was feeling very claustrophobic.

It was cold, but I didn't want to be alone inside. I sat on the sofa and hug myself and rock myself as I kept on crying. I didn't know why but I ...