Xander's POV 

I flipped through the pages of the documents in front of me and it still didn't make any sense. I tried peering at it even more, but a frustrated groan slid past my lips at my failed attempt. I'd been on the same page for the past thirty minutes now, and still, I couldn't bring myself to concentrate. 

What the fuck was wrong with me today? 

Deep down, I knew what was wrong, I really did. I was in denial but I refused to admit it. 

I allowed my eyes ...