"Is that why you've been avoiding me?" I'm scared that there's more. I don't know what else there could be though, so I try to keep myself calm. Hopeful because I believe that we can move past this. It's hardly relevant now.

"Yes... no... the press know. They were going to put it in the paper. I couldn't do that: not to you, certainly not to Sarah... and Mike and Amelia - they deserve better than that. Their lives... their pain shouldn't be published in the tabloids..."

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