A few minutes later when Clara gathers everyone for dinner, she frowns when she re-enters the dining room.

"Anyone seen James? I can't find him."

Her eyes are on me and I know she's disappointed. James has always been my friend through thick and thin and logically I know she's right, that I should just forgive him and then we can move forward, but I'm too p*ssed off with him to even consider that right now. She leans over as she comes to sit beside me.

"You're being ...