I didn't go into her room to kiss her or for sex. I just wanted her to eat. Just food, that's it. Nothing more and I managed to well and truly blunder my way into hell.

The road to hell isn't paved with good intentions. It's paved with pleasure, passion, desire, love. It's paved with dreams and wishes. It's paved with stupidity. It's paved with lust and want. It's paved with mistakes, and I've just f*cked up royally. Worse still, I have no idea how to fix this. I consider going after ...