I don't know what the f*ck I'm supposed to be doing. I need Aurora, but she's an ocean away. I need to say the words but I can't. I don't know how to tell them. Aurora. Cameron. My brother, Nathan. Jarrod. I don't know how to tell him.

I don't know how to say the word. R... I can't even say the word in my head.

How will I ever tell him? Tell him that I am broken beyond repair?

That my body is tainted by another man's touch.

"I was raped," I say it out loud to the ...