Telling my brother was easier than I'd expected it to be. Several days have past and I'm now sat in my bed wondering if I should try and tell Jarrod too.

I can't tell Jarrod.

What if he doesn't want me, when he knows?

What if he thinks I'm too broken?

Too damaged? Too tainted?

He won't want me when he knows what Rick did. Who would?

I can't tell him.

My phone beeps.

Jarrod: Hello Sweetheart, I miss you. You've not been to the ...