I hang up and make a grab for him, pulling his face towards mine. When our mouths meet its pure fire. Then I'm pushing him out of the living room and down the hall because as much as I'd happily have sex in the front room, the condoms are in the bedroom and I'm impatient.

THIS TIME I WILL NOT CHICKEN OUT! I practically shout at the scared voice in my head.

I'm in a rush, scared that I'll pull back if we go slower. Most of my clothes are off before we reach the ...