It's been a solid hour since Cameron sat outside the hospital in the garden with his hand in his pocket and a lot going through his head. 

He had left the room and come out here when Ruby told him to leave because she didn't want to see him yet, whatever that meant. She was probably blaming him, but that was fine. He was blaming himself as well. 

It didn't help matters that his family was here; his mother and father, Davey must have called them. He said there in silence, when though his ...