I woke up disoriented and worse than I felt yesterday night. My sleep was great but it was awful not waking up to Killian by my side.

I was used to sleeping next to him and not seeing him made me antsy.

I thought sleeping would make me less angry with him but I found myself boiling when I woke up alone in bed.

I got angry when I realized he left and even angrier when I remembered that I was the one who chased him away.

Damn, my ...