After Nicholas had left, I felt really heartbroken. He was really mad and disappointed in me. I had expected it but I didn't didn't really think he would be this mad. I thought it was going to be a small disagreement.

This was the first time Nicholas was acting that way towards ma and it's making me rethink my decision. What if something bad happens to me? I don't really think Nicholas would care as he was mad that I hid my plan from him.

I was still lost in my thought when I heard a small ...