It felt like my heart was tearing itself apart from the inside out. 

What the hell happened?

His words just now… And the way he looked at me… It was as if he couldn’t stand to be close to me anymore.

I was utterly confused. What about two nights ago? Today? 

Had I read everything so very wrong?

Did he really only see me as his son’s nanny? Still? Even after those infinitely sweet and intimate moments between us?

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