I woke up with a throbbing pain in my head. This usually happened whenever I’d taken an overdose of my anxiety pills the night before—which reminded me of, well, everything. 

The panic attack that had come out of nowhere, and then me spewing a bunch of hurtful words to Madison just because I’d thought she’d been the one responsible for the state I was in. 

God I’m such a fucking idiot.

If something like a Biggest Asshole Award existed, it sure as hell would ...