Before the child was born, I would try to calm myself down and accept the changing trajectory of my life. I would put all my attention on taking care of my coming baby. I would spend every day in the future and would always have a warm corner.

Even if I were separated from Jessica, Allen, Doll, and Charlotte, I would try to remember everything here.

"Hey, Gianna, have you thought of a name for the child?" Jessica hugged me and interrupted my thoughts. ...