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My legs trembled. No, not just my leg, my whole body. What had I done? How had I been so careless? How had she found out!

"Oh fuck!" I ran my hand through my hair.

At first, I thought, do I run after her?

No, what do I say? After I had lied.

"No!" I slammed my hand on the wall, over and over and over again.

"Nooo!"

I quickly composed myself before entering the hospital, careful to avoid Rubby's parent seeing me.

I quietly knocked on the doctor's door but got no ...