He wishes I were the one who died. What does that even mean?

Jacob’s words kept repeating in my head as I walked to the cafeteria and sat down. I don’t know why I’m even thinking about it. It’s stupid and Jacob is so annoying. He’s like the worst person ever and it’s so expected of him to say such harsh things to me, after all, it’s not the first time. But still, it hurts.

All I did was try to talk to him, it’s not like I did something bad. I only tried to hurt him or ...