NICOLE

“FIRE IS ALL I FEEL. I’M BURNING FROM THE INSIDE OUT.” My thoughts scream.

I’ve never experienced anything like this before. I was never allowed toys. The fear of touching myself made me sick to my stomach. If I made myself bleed,I wasn't sure what Kenji would do. Now I wish I would have just done it myself because it hurts.

I cough and spit on the bed, not caring what he thinks of me, just wanting to get the blood out of my mouth. He holds me down, one hand in my hair,the ...