I didn’t know there was a window pane that had a comfortable cushion on it till last night. I felt dead, and I was sure I looked the same way I felt.

I couldn’t bring myself to sleep a wink last night. My head was busy, and my thoughts were so loud, I couldn’t find a single peace or quiet that would have allowed me to sleep.

I thought hard and long, but as usual, I ended up with nothing and just more rage in my system than the previous day.

I wanted to give myself a little bit of hope ...