Lena's POV

The spoon swirling around in my tea was the only thing I could focus on in the noisy little cafe full of people.

"Earth to Lena!" Emily said, breaking through my reverie and really bringing me back to Earth.

I dropped the spoon and looked up at her. Concern was clear on her face, but I couldn't seem to feel anything about it. In all honesty, I hadn't been feeling much since I left Cal in that hotel ...