Derek might have been saying something to me, but I couldn't hear anything over the blood crashing in my ears.

Ryan glanced at me as he let go of Larissa. I thought I saw a flicker of what must've been on my face in his eyes - horror, regret, pain. Then she leaned in to kiss him on the cheek. A long, lingering one that she closed her eyes for.

I scrambled out of my seat and pushed in next to Derek, my back facing them. I did not want to see what else was happening ...