"Ooookay," Cass said, peering at me closely, "but what made you change your mind between your second thought and your third thought? Or...was there a change? You said we're going in during both your second and third thoughts."

"Yes. No. I don't know. I can't even follow my line of thinking anymore, but...Travis is what changed my mind, I guess. He's my go-to for when I do things I probably shouldn't."

"He doesn't know about Studmuffin?" Cass asked softly.

I sighed. ...