I feel like shit, and it’s not related to my diet. It’s also not related to the ramped up physical torture Lucy has been putting us through the past few weeks.

My mood is 100 per cent related to my fucked up family situation and my love life. Exactly what I screamed at Lucy for suggesting. She’s absolutely right that the thing I need to do most is sort out my feelings about my father, but so far I haven’t even called my brother back.

Tim texted me that ...