HU:

Last night was literally one of the worst for me. I could barely sleep after I opened my big mouth. How can I sleep when Ginger is walking around with the thought that I have feelings for her? Yes, I do, but she isn't supposed to know-not like this. In fact, never. Caspian would end my life if he knew, and I'm not ready to lose years of friendship.

The entire night, I watched her window like a police guard on patrol. She doesn't want me around, and I know it's wrong to even think about ...