[Lilia]

I’m not sure what to think or feel anymore. I desperately wanted to cry, but there were no tears left in my eyes, or better yet, they were tired of weeping. My body felt numb all throughout, while I was sore down there. I curled to the side, trying to cover up my naked body with a thick duvet, and closed my eyes, hoping this was all a nightmare, that Aya will come to my room and wake me up for breakfast.

Just then, I could just forget it. However, that is not what it is. The pain is ...