My legs felt like jelly when I got out of the car.

The plane sat waiting on the tarmac, looking exactly like the prison it was about to become and I had to survive three hours alone with Xander in that tiny cabin.

"I could do this. I'm an adult and adults could sit near other adults without making things weird. Even if those other adults had kissed them senseless the night before."

I started walking toward the plane slowly, dragging my feet like a child being forced to go to school. Maybe if ...