" This relation puts her in pain, I see it bringing her down. And I can't leave her either because she's the only one I felt loved around. I've been selfish for way too long Lucas, I've wanted to let her go to put her out of this misery this toxic relationship, but I just can't do it. I've been really selfish, and I don't want to be selfish anymore. You aren't selfish in love...no that's not how it works. "

" I remember how I hurt her, how I called her makes, humiliated her in front of anyone. ...